Tuesday, June 9, 2009

at the moment

my mum still need be warded..i dont know how long.....
but now her condition become much better..thanx God.....
when this happen, Iwan always remind me, after this, can you apply posting very near at home.. just silent..that me....
two person which need always to be care.....
i cant stand to see her sick, in bad condition...as i can, i want my mum recover quickly.... whole night...saya temankan die... Iwan had say to me....that he cant see mum like this..... me???? the condition become worst.....i did not hope so....and i dont want the condition become more worst...
at the moment, i need back to temerloh, i cant lie anymore, my tears quickly flow down, in front of my mum and my sis.... saya hanye mahu die sihat, menikmati segala apa yg saya ingin berikan.....before go, aku kucup dahi mak, and kedua belah pipinye....Plzz cepat sihat.....

Thursday, June 4, 2009

headache...

next week, get a interesting case to prezen for me!!!!!
wat is isteresting meaning to her????
unrationale use of antibiotic????
God..help me...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

pharmacist k11 incharge...

helo..miss pharmacist in charge k11 rite, we got 1 bed counseling, pt will discharge today...
hold on.......... nek tangga, trn tangga........everyday like this...never use lift, so crowded..i hate situation like this......

first week in ward, one meningitis p.cik..crying in front me.....no intention to make him sad...i am just asking regarding on his children..suddenly, his tears flow down....i try to calm him down.....
tak pe p.cik, jangan sedih..nant anak2 dtg la......kat hospital ni pun kan ramai, staff nurse ade, dr ade, pharmacist pun ade... p.cik pun stop nangis....lega ati aku.....nant kan aku palk nangis same...he..he...

give counseling to pt, make me so sclose to them....and today, wan yg aku bg counseling discharge...she look so hepy..sangat ceria.... i go close to her......m.cik dah sihat..dah nak balik... then, she ask me...dr org mane???? i correct her, bukan dr m.cik...pharmacist.... ank die plak jwb..org trg..she still remember me..hurm....so nice....slam ngan wan, ngan ank2 die skali....besok..pasti saya tak jupe die lg dah.....

ward round with dr naim, dr izzuan and specialist dr afida..sometime make me sick..... im still lacking of knowledge, and so worried if cant give correct answer like they want.... thanx God.. dr naim really helpful..... when ward active means, lot new admission, i no they working under pressure, samotime make me want run away from ward....but, it not professional.... and dr naim will become like lion..so fierce... huh, at this moment, i will take my recommendation slowly.....

today..macam nak gaduh ngan dr izzuan....our conversation:
Dr: why you never write down, what you have assess for this pt
pharm: im waiting for your request(under pressure)

go through the bht...

pharm: do u want start this pt with warfarin???
dr: pt already on rite??
me: where???xde pun....

he check the bht.....oooo...never start again...

me: asking again.... do u want start this pt with warfarin???
dr: why??any problem???
me: if u plan to start with warfarin..so, i can start explain to pt dr...
dr: ha, buat la ape yg patut......

huh......poneng den.... finally just give cardiprin to pt....

Monday, June 1, 2009

sometime

the most favourite

during my childhood, no need to buy this durian.... now, no more at our dusun..... bile teringin sangat, im asking my bro to fulfill my hajat.... walaupun tak same cam durian kg kat kitorg punye dusun dulu, but fine..sedap gak....still remember, i am the first person waiting for this season... my bro will collect a few guni of durian and i will be the one to finish a lot.... my mum always remind me for not eat more coz will meke me hot... tp tak pun.... sangat sedap..cam mane sy nak berhenti makan......

tapi, when my pregnant sister, megidamkan durian nih, i will be the one to advice her for not eating a lot, because worried baby will be hot...cian kat baby...but today, we enjoy this durian together...yummy....lazat.......nak lagiiiii!!!!!!


hajat kesampaian...



sedapppnyeee.... very long time waiting for my favourite

good news

my sis pregnant again...
makin bertambah la my niece and nephew...
insya....on jan next year, kami akan menerima org baru in our family....
face of baby so clean....so pleasant....