buzynyeee kamu seme...

this one is funny story..
when everyone will go to marry, my colleague so buzy try to find out someone for me... ape kene la diorang nih..everytime when new HO come to our hospital, how buzy they all ask, yanie... ok tak...
annoying..what???? pura2 tak tau... mals nak layan...

but the klimaks of story today....
yeah, before this k.su ask....this one guy.... kecik macam awak... ok la tu ngan yanie..... who k.su???
no......no...no.....that one is my last senior prp...always come to our hospital...so shy......
i dont know what they all plan....this morning at the moment i at ward, i got call from ee boon....
ee boon: yanie come to satelit now..
me: what??? ade makan2 ye...wait...i stair down now(never suspect anyhing)

arrived at satelit... open the door.... tgamam.... what u all doing????? my face turn red.....
that so crazy........i cant explained anymore.....
he smile and go out.....you all nih..........

warded

i got a bad news today....
when something bad event happens, my sis always keeping out from me....
tu pun, luckily i call back to home..if not, im sure they never told me...
my mum was warded at HUSM today....
actually, mum should have endoscopy today at HUSM....
but, on going this procedure, she had bleed so much until dr stop the procedure...
her blood count fall to 4. today, this evening dr transfuse one bag of blood...another a bag this nite and followed by two bag tomorrow..and the total is 4 bags of blood to up her blood count to 10.
my mum still continued fasting as endoscopy will be done tomorrow...
at the moment im talking to her this evening, she told me... doakan mak selamat.... dont worry so much..... my tears start to flow down, im really want to be at her side...but i cant.................

worst oncall

start my first day oncal, my phone ringing non stop...
i thought this oncal is so worst, a lot of cases which i had cover.....
waaa.... mt sleep so disturbing on this week....
imagine....sometime simple case also want find out the pharmacist on cal....
safa...jangan merungut....hu..hu....
praying...plz....tomorrow morning come early........

only three words..

simple song from plain white ts....
yeah..that only three words....

i no i cant, but still take it

lately, bundle of work to do...
i thought that my preceptor become more fierce in guiding me... n sometime make me scared to do decision.
no matter if i showed sooo stupid to her, my voice want come out something..and really hope my idea will be accepted...... smile...when my recommendation have been accepted.....

caffeine..nescafe.... i no i cant take it.. because it will make me insomnia, palpitation and also tremor...but...i am so stubborn..... still get it...just to make me alert and wake up at the middle of nite to complete my assignment... still like student..hurm.... just to remind myself, never take it often... not so good for me..... only a cup of nescafe, enough make me tremor and palpitation and this will disturb me from doing my work.... take a lot of plain water..go good for me...

He know better than Me

Kita selalu Bertanya…. ……… …….dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya. ………
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja dengan mengatakan; “Kami telah beriman,” (”I am full of faith to Allah“) sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang2 yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang2 yang benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang2 yang dusta.”
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. “
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU FRUST?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang2 yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang2 yang beriman.”
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan) , dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan). ”
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk”
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45
KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang2 mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka…
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
“Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal. ”
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129
KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB
“… ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.”
- Surah Yusuf ayat 12