she is my angel

Hepy Birthday Mak...
I luRve U very much...

back to home today....hoooreyyyy....

what i,m feel lately....

my mum n every mum are amazing..

She wakes up early in the morning with a smile
And she holds my head up high
Don’t you ever let anybody put you down
Cos you are my little angel

Then she makes something warm for me to drink
Cos it’s cold out there, she thinks
Then she walks me to school, Yes I aint no fool
I just think my Mom is amazing

She makes me feel
Like I can do anything
and when she’s with me
there’s no where else, I’d rather be…

After School, she’s waiting by the gate
I’m so happy that I just can’t wait
To get home to tell her how my day went
And eat the yummy food, only my Mom makes

Then I wind her up cos I don’t wanna bath
And we run around the house with a laugh
No matter what I say, she gets her way
I think my Mom is amazing

In the evening, she tucks me into bed
And I wrap my arms around her head
Then she tells me a tale of a girl far away
Who one day became a princess

I‘m so happy, I don’t want her to leave
So she lies in bed with me
As I close my eyes, how lucky am I
To have a Mom that’s so amazing

working life.....

now, I'm understand how difficult to get money....betapa susuhnye mak ayah kite dulu mencari rezeki... bile tugasan datg berterusan..im try cool down myself.. jgn merungut....jgn mengeluh.. that ur job, ur choice to work as a pharmacist...so, i need sacrified my weekand to handle my patient...

i'm back to home around four p.m in this weekand... to make a decision for patient was so hard.. it is about their life.. Imagine, most of the decision which i need done is for a new born..sometime for a prematured baby. Jauhkan aku dri sebarang kesilapan. I want them get healthy quickly.. Thank u so much to cik masyitah coz guide me so much... Kadang2, sy rase sy dah wat keputusan terbaik, tapi ada juga perkara yg saya terlepas tengok... So, I cant make a decision alone, team work is very important before make any decision....

holiday with a work..

Today was Christmas holiday actually but still need working... before 9, i sent miey to hospital.. Drop a moment to farmasi bekalan ward, to call staff nurse to confirm either today's chemo pt has already admit or not... As the pt never admit yet, i ask miey to handle this chemo drug... I think i can back home after that but unlucky cant... The sample of tdm come across.. So, need set up cobas n tdx machine first. I,m working alone at tdm room... Dah la gelap...huh..kurus semangat......

Next sample come again. That one for pcm poisoning.. Gile.. nak bunuh diri telan la racun tikus, stakat telan penadol, betul2 susahkan org!!!!!! Funny, actually this pt had run away from ward yesterday.. Means dah dpt tangkap blk la pt nih..Huh, lawak... The level of pcm for this pt very toxic and need start the antidote... but staff nurse told me that this pt concious..boleh jln2 lg tuh... As the way to prevent liver damage, antidote should be given quickly.... although this pt wat keje gile, x ingat Tuhan!!

A lot mis communication between doc, nurse n pharmacist... I got a lot uncorret info from nurse. Especially regarding on the sampling time for tdm... Like today for pcm assay.. Nurse told me that the sample had been withdraw this morning but actually doct had withdraw the bood on last night.. The most important thing, every info need to clarify with doct...so right interpratation can be done..

Another kelam kabut today regarding on cyto drug that mytomicin c.. Staff nurse ask for this drug.. Actually only one pt on this drug, not for used today but tomorrow... Staff nurse ni silap dengar la, dah la bagi name pesakit yg x on ngan drug nih... Mytomicin is cyto drug. We never prepared our own, everything must be request first before the use because we got the medication only from kuantan....Thanx DR Mohan for cooperation......

Around 12, my job at tdm halfly settle.. I need waiting for another blood sample from htaa to run at hoshas.... but the sample only come around 3 p.m... Boring nih nk nuggu lame2. So, i went upstair..go to ward to see one pt who had chemo today... sampai kat ward, pt ngah lunch, x start chemo lg...so, nothing i can see. Finally, i went to Satelit 8 to see either there are another sample for tdm or not.. Clear!! no sample.. nak wat ape nih..boringnyer...Kat S8, en nuar, k.zu n miey ngan sibuk seme...miracle... mei fong also come on the public holiday..to help us...hu...

Miey ask my help to counsel one pt on novo pen... So..pegila kenanga 3 ward..counsel pt.. cam biase.. pregnant pt on insulin... dah setel seme...perut dah bunyi..laparnye..... miey pun dah ciap keje..we get lunch first.. after ciap je lunch, dpt call dr htaa, sample for tdm dah sampai... ambil sample kat bilik pemandu and then run tdm... around 4pm we complete our job.. back to home..so tired today...zzzzzzzz...... walaupun penat tp im glad becoz everything fine and smooth... hepy!

abang saya yg cerewet...

a.jas n k.izan saya...

2 months i had used his car...he..he...
satu petang, abg sy kene out station ke kl..so, sampai kuantan sy blk ngan die la...
teramat la tau, abg org yg cermat n agak cerewet..especially about his car...
masuk je dlm kete yg dah berape lame die x bwk tu...ape lg stat la...
knape bhabuk nih???( of coz la, kan sy x sempat nak wax, nak cuci kerete pun x sempt)..abg punye action: nih amik wax nih, rajin2 nant polish....hu..hu...malu i kat dier...
a.jas sangt cermat, n really take care on his car... tengok aje la die punye kete,very nice and clean...

he take care on everything, his own big family....he the one who i admire most... walaupun teramat tegas mendidik saya, tp sy tau tiap ape die katakan itu, adalah untuk kebaikan sy...kadang2 sy tercilap langkah...but he always remind me.... remember where u stand, no matter where u r, and dont worry if nobody with u, b urself and do the best so that mak akan bangga ngan awak... this word come from his mouth at first time i need go to boarding school..

Kami faham atas apa yg berlaku dan he remind me jangan salahkan takdir and jgan sekali berdendam.... If u ask me what such kind of guy i want.. Of coz, 100% like m.jasmadi ar...although alwayz outstation, never forget his responsibalities on his wife, children anf his big family, always treat with lurve....lucky u sis izan......

Ingat, setiap kali kebaikan yg kite buat, akan dibuka lagi pintu kebaikan untuk kita..rezeki akan datang mencurah....tapi...
jagan sekali sakitkan hati org, kerana suatu ari nant, kita pasti akan disakiti...
Bukankah Allah itu Maha Adil untuk hambanya....

hallllooooo......

long time did not c my blog..since.....my first day at temerloh... buzy ke m.cik??? actually buat2 buzy....ergh..mengeluh lagi...tahap kemalasan yg teramat sangat.... i need some energy to go on... my mind blurrrrr now!!!! help me........

this weekend was my fourth call turn... tomorrow is public holiday... but of coz not a holiday to me... next morning i need handle chemo drug for one patient who go on with FAC regime for breast cancer...then for sure sample for TDM will come to c me...whole day at hospital.. i think so bcoz tdm sample from htaa will come to hoshas too... i hope the sample not too much.... i need a rest plzzz...

Yesterday, i walked around da ward to c on one patient who run folfox regime for colon cancer. The cancer already metastasize to lung and bone. so pity.... he was so weak, 70 years old.... but what going on with this doctor????? Why she administer chemo drug too fast after administration of antiemetic??? the result is patient vomit badly..... kecian kat patient ni.... hopefully, for next cycle, this wont b happen again.....

banyaknye keje saya x complete lg.... i just want a rest.... at this moment i miss family so much...very much i want them....hu..hu... look on batriesya pict....miss u baby...

batriesya..she really closed to me n when others ask her where i go...she will say 'ciksu dah nek kapal terbang'. She smart... but merajuk with me when i want leave her....miss her so much.. miss her smile, her nakal and everything....