Saturday, January 31, 2009

peadiatric dosing

the moment at TDM rome....

waiting for the result...and
frank shan b a kitab as referance...

i highlight the common drug dosing for common tdm request

vancomycin: max 10mg/kg/dose for every 8-12hours
prematured baby on gentamicin: 3.5mg/kg/dose OD
normal baby on gentamicin: 5mg/kg/dose OD
amikacin: max maintenance dose 7.5mg/kg/dose OD
sodium valproate: max 20mg/kg/dose every 12hours..
phenytoin????erm..bqape eik..lupe dah....

Monday, January 26, 2009

CCJ2353

After 3 months working, he being my own with my own effort...
Test drive done but i give to my big boss to use him first....
My consultant at this field, sape lagi abg harif la..ask me to change his sport rim...baqu nampk macho ckit..ha..ha...like his honda...
Hold on..i will think about it..new sport rim really costly ma...wait for my bonus first..then i will think on changing the sport rim....fuh...

Friday, January 23, 2009

forgive

kalau Nabi boleh maafkan umatNya, why not us....
Delete da past, and open da new page.....
Never mind.... IA tak akan rugikan sape2 pun....
But u stare on me like everything is my fault..da one that i cant accept..
Should i be a selfish one, by ignoring everything around????
sorry..if u can do like that..go on..but it not me.....
Life is sharing..soul, happiness, sadness..susah and senang....
i never say that i am a perfect one but i try harder to give the best for people around me....
i'm sorry if i cant b da nice one for u.......

kelam kabut

today was my first day to handle and supply dd for each ward and unit at Hoshas. I HATE DO DD... today was sooooo worst. kelam kabut.. nobody teach me and i need do it alone..alone and alone...hu..hu..hu...until 4.00 pm, the filling of dd still not complete. i say to my self... cool down yanie... tp dah agak lewat.. so i call miey to help me..... walaupun dah selasai, i dont no why, hati saya agak gelisah.. just hope, no problem across next week.. pray for me plzzz....

YaniE...
- Look up properly
- Dont Panic...
- Cool Down sis, u can do IT...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

sad n happy

Three main story happened today...

First.....

Early morning i got a cal from ketua pg farmasi regarding on incident report. The report already sent by Mindy. I think everything is ok and no more discussion. but Mr Zainal still need our clarification on this case. So, in front of him is Mindy, Cik Masyitah and me. Because three of us involved in this incident. Cik Masyitah who got the request and me...the one who responsible to counsel this patient. I never think i had done any fault because once i had this duty, i completed this responsibility. I know, it delay. But there is shortage of pharmacist but the work so burden at that time. We are rushing to do the best for all. I think SHE should understand and this incident report should not been done.Fine, we accept what SHE had report.....

Second story...

Today was Miey birthday.... To surprised her, i ask ee boon to buy a cake and we celebrate at lunch time..But, unlucky i had lunch call at FKP today with lee. So both of us cant celebrate together...
Nak wat surprised tapi tak jadi. I ask Alicia to bring Miey at cafe. BUt, Alicia so lurus la..She say to Miey, "saya diarahkan membawa kamu ke cafe". Of coz Miey no, everyone of us want celebrate her birthday...kantaoi...
Satu lagi, at that time Neva sampai kat cafe...die plak tanyer..where is cake??? miey beside there ma...unsurprised la...
Walaupun sy tak dapt celebrate bersama, but im hepy too..nant saya upload gambar this celebration...but this picture without me...

THird story...

SAtelit quite buzy today. So, im back agak lewat la...After finish my work, I walk to my car. Sampai saja kat kerete. i think my car change.NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I want screamed.. My car. Who are the stupid, unresponsible make my car like this... He crushed my car... My car is my soul. Who do like this.. At least u put a memo that u had done like this. ataupun awk terlanggar kereta saya.... I say to my self, i NEVER forgive U!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

hope one day u understand



Tuesday, January 6, 2009

in front of her...

in front of her.. i feel that i am so stupid even more i had learn before this... but she teach me a lot and clean my mind to look forward. Dont close ur mind yanie.. looking on the various part...

she ask me on clinical question, the current dose, the suggestion. i till cant answered confidently.. Come on guy, stop dreaming... Here, u need make a decision for human life...

Bile agaknye saya bole jd teror macam die nih... Dr tanye ape pun, confirm and confident can answer.. hopefully, one day....

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Monkey Bone

When I’m backed to home everybody shocked on me… why I am so thin…nampak tulang je…my face look cekung…n I think it nuisances la… impossible I look like that.. or sy sendiri yg x prasan…After few month never seen my senior, she also surprised on me.. Yanie, awak nampak cekung!! Nape kurus sangt nih!! Then I’m standing in front of mirror, isn’t true??? I cant see any changes on me la…..

But im realized, my weight obviously loss. From 53kg I’m turned to 45kg. This start happen while I working at peneng. I don’t understand what happen at that time. But I can’t eat much or I will vomit again… But I never go to check with doc. Same what happen to me while im sitting for SPM. I still remember, that time was fasting month.. After buke, I cant stand anymore, what I had eat, I vomit back until late night, I wake up crawling at the wall, tahan sakit…Thanx Allah, now, I’m going fine…. Make sure, time makan betul, so my pain never disturb me again….

Tak tertahan….

Mereka nih slau kate sy diet, pasl tu la kurus sangat.. No la.. i.m not diet.. Ask miey. Everyday I eat a lot….x pun sy termuntah a lot… nie kalu penyakit lame dtg,…. But currently x de la…. For sure, selera sy bertambah kalo kat depan nih ade:

-nasik dagang- secret resipi mak… x cukup makn kt umah, wat bekal lg blk temerloh… memg sedap..gile
-ikan keli sambal..makn nasik tiap ari lauk keli pun x pe.. I x kisah.. tp cume org len je cm pelik…..

sy dah nek muak ngan fast food… plzzz… skali skale x pe… nk blanje makn saya…. Jom kite makan masakn kg…fuh..selera sangat…mest sy x muntah punye….

31 december every year


31 december 2008 was my mum birthday… Everybody got to home except a.jas who still out station at kl… I take half day off and drove to trg that evening.. sangat la membuak prasaan sy nk blk sampai cancel that evening to sign agreement kat bank

Sampai rumah late of evening..everybody at home preparing meals..Makan besar mlm nie.. Lame x meriah cam nie… Laksa ade, mee ade, chicken grill pun ade.. yg pentg kek tuk mak pun mest la ade.. mum celebrate birthday with angah and teh. Teh birthday fall on 1st Jan and angah at 7th Jan.. dah tarih masing2 dekat..so celebrate la same2…


Wait a minute, i.m still looking for someone..guess who??? My little angel are there n still never know, I’m back. I take her from backside, she crying… sya memg x mesra ngan org yg die x knal.. when she looking on me.. she no im back n never cry again…. Ape lg, Everywhere go, ask me to dukung la….penat den….

Lets pic… but there were no my pict….monkey bone…



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