what is this..

i want sleep after all of this...
i want a gud sleep..never wake up at middle of nite...
i want b strong to face all of this even i no im so weak....
i will let this tears flow down for couple of day, after they want stop by their ownself...
when something hepy come to me, like others never allow it......and sadness come again to prevent the happiness....
so, im promise to never look at it again...and whole mylife i will give for my family by ignoring my happiness...