Wednesday, March 4, 2009

hope

im on second call again continuously this week and next week.. how crazy i am...
but, i will take a long break after that... like it...

methadone...rase macam tak ramai pt je ari nih....but so great today.. one of methadone pt berjaya decrease dose to 10mg...fantastic..meaning..he only take 2ml of methadone start today... he request to decrease dose..because he stable without any withdrawal symptom for now and he denied taking any other drug..i hope one day, die akan stop taking methadone and free from drug....

another one methadone pt... umur muda lagi dari saya... but unlucky involve in drug because stress of family problem.... tapi bile dah sedar, die mahu berubah and take methadone to stop himself from taking another drug... skarg pun dose methadone this pt dah rendah.... im also hope that one day this pt benar2 bebas dr pengaruh dadah..sebab sayang sangat... umur die muda lagi...

when methadone pt never come to take dot..dont believed on them...they given thousand reasons of absent..but when do a urine test.. the test will be positive for drug.... and some of them, akan mengaku punye la yg diorg amik heroin lagi... so WHAT POINT OF MEHADONE for them???? for pt like this, Teh remind me..jgan layann, just give them methadone and let them go.....

when i go through, most of methadone pt was MALAY.... hurm..betapa ramainye melayu rosak because of drug, start dengan suke2 but then finally, destroy ownself...then i still wonder, benarkah diorg nih nak berubah???